A boring long post i guess...
Just my thoughts about LOVE! Relationship...
Realisation....

Which I am in one...
A sticky relationship
Very Different from my previous

This change, made many of my close frens
"think that I've changed"
i drifted away from them quite alot
i have to admit
and i am very sorry about it

i guess in a BGR (Boy-Girl Relationship in short)
in it, we just have to know how to juggle it well
between the different relationships we have in family, friends, work and school

sometimes in the so called honeymoon period,
you will just tend to forget
forget about the people around you
and you and your partner is in this world of your own

or even maybe will just listen to your partner's comment
and ignore the rest from others
and just follow so as a way to show back the love you have for him or her...
Maybe, Just maybe...
All these had happened to you too...

it might have hurt people around you
and you will not realised it
until maybe when you experienced it from someone else
or when you are out of that period
or maybe even grew ignorance instead

so what in this world you just want to have him or her beside you
and dun care about the rest of the world
is this selfish-ness??

i didnt realised it until now
or maybe my ignorance had took over it

i am so sorry friends!

i want to get out of that situation!
but how?
still trying to work out
can't be perfect,
but i will try...

Try to juggle love, relationship, friends, school and work!

and not just reject which ever that doesn't go your way
it might, it just might made you lose people or even things...

Just give it a thought!
No offence...
No pointing fringers...

Oh ya... Filling up the blank on my pervious post.

My Boyfriend is Hafiz B Hasnol aka fizzco aka _3vilL33t(CS nick) aka Falcao aka my Mr.Bf....
Officially together for 2weeks!
Wondering why he's a malay?
I shall just say:
"Love is really crazy!"
but then, till now, i still cant believe that we are together.


























went to LOT1 with Mr.Bf and his sister(which i made him tag her along) to collect the tickets for Sunday.
Then we went to take neoprints which is so so cheap!
It's onli $3!!!! amazing!
it's been like 3 years since i took my last neo prints.
still rmb when i was sec1 and i spent around 300plus on neoprints. (STUPID!)
how i wish i had that money now!
i can like re do my room all over again!
back to yesterday, we took a long time to design them!
no creativity juice!!!!! i think we were just too tired!
hahah.... and his sis didnt tell us that she was having exams.
anyway, we had FUN!
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feel so bored in lab now! wth!
witch faci!!!!! really looks like one in the cartoons.
i tot she was just fat, but actually she is pregnant.
wondering wat is she thinking!!!!!
seriously hate proteomics.
she started FMT at 10plus when we are already half way through our protocol.
super lame!
i think none of us is paying any attention to her.
we do things just to please her so we can go for break.
and so we having our break at 1plus...
sorry dear, to keep u waiting! =)

Update more soon....

My Boyfriend is ______. Please fill in the blank!

Things happened alot these few days every since last week.
I've settled my mind to step out of the reliance.
Leaving the memories from these 4years into the back of my mind.
This 4 years had been the greatest time i had spend with him.
Walking away from him now is so hard.
i am scared i cant stand up without him.
but it was also kinda impossible for us to last as
we no longer see each other in our future.
so no matter how much i wan to stick with him,
it's also not good for both of us.
i promise you to stay strong.
and look forward.
thank you for everything and even still stand by me.

Starting anew and hoping that the memories would last forever?

To Mr BF:

You better take good care of me!!! hahaha...
And thanks for making me smile everyday since.
Be beside of me always.

Sign off,
Miss GF