simplethoughts

Sick SICK SICK SICK!!!

it's my 5th packet of tissue now!
in class now with a open nose tap!
i cant miss any more classes already!!!!
been sick and lazy and tired of school
i have to drag my feets to school

I have been unwell for 3 weeks....
seen doctor and still had not get any better
but went from bad to worst
i dunno why i am so weak now!

last 2 weeks i had an allergic reaction on my skin
due to the construction outside my house
lucky Mr BF helped me to clean my whole room with detol last sun
which made me feel better now
if not i will still be scratching n scratching till my skin is all swollen and red

i am stress, tired and lazy!
i am working my head off

now having 4 part time jobs!!!
i just cant help it, i just need the money to feed myself and my the other
and job offers keeps coming to me and i dunno how to reject cos i just need the money!
lucky enough that everyone i work with are so caring and lovely

then i have school and my photo IG MC to handle...
one by one keep piling up

sometimes i just feel like giving up so much!
Thanks Mr Bf to be always here for me,
giving me back massages and emotional support!

and with all the tiredness
it had drained my energy and my body and soul
really sorry to Mr Bf when i throw my temper at him almost now and then.
and almost wanting to break up.

Mr BF just lost his job again on his birthday, last week.
he told me that something bad will happen to him his bday if someone celebrates it for him
and that is why he do not like to announce to people when is his bday.
i do not know why he is so unlucky,
like i had snatch away his luck...
i also cant give him my jobs cos my employers all prefer to work wit me instead
i dunno whether is good or bad...
i do not know why employers outside now just do not like to hire people who are waiting for their enlistment date...
how can they do this to people?!
they still need to eat one right?

real sorry to my friends! and my dearest Photo MC! Pardon all my forgetfulness and ignorance...