these few days was very busy... with the photo republic camp and all... out to shoot all over the Singapore like that.... it was also after Christmas and was celebrating it at Edwin's Bday chalet... was his photographer that day... realising I was not bold enough to be a photographer yet... trying to get use to everything... and it is almost about a month that i have been holding a DSLR and also being a photographer... On the day out with the members of the club, i didn't had much inspiration to take photos...
I am now very very emo... things happened to me fast... i think i have to change... change to wat? not to be too reliant... i am missing somebody but he dun want to be missed... nvm... i am worth nothing anyway... i am so thinking so much... hurt and being hurt more... was trying to wear a mask over my face... hiding my tears from the people around me... trying to enjoy and not make them worry or anything... but at home... i can't help to be alone and then i started to breakdown... i hate the way things go in my life...
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